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Live like a Lymie…

When the pandemic started to spread, one of the first memes I saw said something along the lines of “If it was tick season, we’d have corona with Lyme.”

I had many thoughts about this meme (and had to bite my tongue a little) but it put a couple of things together for me in an unexpected way. What people are experiencing with Corona are many of the same emotions, thoughts, and things I’ve experienced with Lyme. So here is a short series of what “Corona with Lyme” means to me.

When you have a chronic illness and are immuno-compromised, you learn a few tricks to avoid germs while also still living life. Here’s what I’ve realized during this pandemic that I just do since Lyme. (Some may be familiar…)

Grocery Shopping or Public Encounters

  • When I’m out in public, my hands immediately go inside my pockets (if I’m wearing clothing that allows it) or are folded in front of me. This keeps me from touching things unnecessarily where germs may be lerking.
  • I keep my distance, especially if I perceive someone to be ill.
  • Wipe down handles or anything others may touch for a long time.
  • Look before you touch. I try not to touch multiple items, but only what I plan to take or buy, limiting exposure.
  • Once home, wash hands and put groceries away immediately. Then wash your hands again. (If it’s a washable item, I try to wash it immediately too.)

Mentally and Emotionally

  • Know your Safe People… We are relational people and need people in our lives. At any given time I can probably tell you who my “safe people” are. This goes for people who it’s safe to share things with mentally and emotionally, but also people I feel safe being around or closer to physically. There are days we need a hug or a hand of comfort, I know who I’m willing to let touch me and will seek out if I need those things. (It might be helpful to share this with them, because you may not be a “safe person” for them.) It is also helpful to have multiple people in each category and helps if they’re people who are going to have similar public exposure as you.
  • Find an Outlet… For me, this is writing (journaling, blogging, etc…) but there are times I simply need to talk it out too.

Personal Hygiene

  • Wash hands first thing when coming home… If I’ve been out, even just to the mailbox, I try to wash my hands immediately after walking in the door. This limits exposure.
  • Wash hand and dish towels weekly or more if the threat is highly contagious or someone outside your safe people have used them.
  • Keep hand and dish towel separate. Limits what your dishes might be exposed to; wash dish towels after significant uses.
  • Disinfect highly touch objects regularly. This means your phone, computer, doorknobs, light switches, remotes, handles, etc… It can also help to think about what items you might touch in your home and not think to wash your hands after you’ve touched and before eating.
  • Build your immune system… this means eating healthy foods and taking vitamins on a regular basis.
  • Sleep well… as much as possible, get good sleep. Our bodies heal and fight while we sleep. This is important.

Remember, these are things I’ve learned while fighting Lyme with a compromised immune system. I don’t always do them all perfectly, but when I do remember, I try to do them. What do you do that helps you avoid germs and limit exposure, beyond the social distancing.

It really just boils down to making good decisions and try to live a very healthy life.


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Downward Facing Dog is a Resting Pose…

Well, I started 30 Days of Yoga 14 days ago (although we took a rest day last week) and I’m surprised that how after almost two weeks, I think I’m maybe, sort of starting to get it. I’ve caught on to the different pose names and how Adriene moves through each “class.” It’s less awkward than on Day 1.

I realized tonight that everything is slightly skewed from how my muscles were trained for classical ballet. Most things happen on the parallel in yoga and my hips want to turn out, so it’s working a whole new set of muscles and confusing the old ones, including my brain. But it’s good, forcing my brain and body to go to new places.

I’m also beginning to get the whole breathing thing. I’d say I remember to do it correctly about 50% of the time, and yes, that’s improvement. When I get the breathing and movements working together on the same groove, it’s good and things work well!

I’m even beginning to appreciate Downward Facing Dog! Adriene described it as a “rest position” in one video and I thought she was crazy, but it really is a rest position, one you come back to in between working different muscles hard.

I started this whole thing, partly wanting to get back in shape, but it’s teaching me that I have a deep need for rest. Since moving, stress has been back in life in new forms, especially in my nerves and muscles. And I’ve tried to “fix” it. But, stress is a normal part of life that we need in order to live well.

Making myself do yoga each night has forced me to set aside time to simply breathe, and make myself into a pretzel, but it begins and ends with breathing…with rest. At the end of each segment, I hold the resting position until my breath returns to normal pace. It’s time to be still and to pray.

God meets us where we are at, even when we don’t expect it. I’m thankful He’s on this journey with me and look forward to tomorrow and to restorative rest tonight.

And if you’re finding you have a need for rest in your life and want more resources, check out www.runhardrestwell.com!


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Yoga: Awkward Breathing and Discombobulation…

A week ago I decided to commit to a month of yoga, 30 Days of Yoga with Adriene to be exact. I haven’t been running like I was last year and my body has been itching to move and be physically active. I asked my sister to join me, help keep each other accountable, and off we went!

I finished Day 7 last night and I’m learning a lot. I’ve never really done yoga before, other than occasionally with friends, so this is a whole new realm of positions, terminology, and stretches for me. I enjoy learning, so why not!

The past week has taught me a few things beyond new forms to make with my body. So far, I’ve learned or realized…

I don’t know how to breathe. (Okay, so this isn’t a new realization, but it has been reaffirmed…again.) I’ve had music teachers, exercise buddies, and dance teachers yelling at me for years, reminding me to breathe. When I’m focused I forget and hold my breath, but with yoga, every movement happens around the breath. So, as I journey forward, I may learn how to breathe yet!

I am discombobulated. When moving from one yoga pose to the next, it is supposed to be seamless and fluid…for me, it hasn’t been. Instead, it’s all new and awkward, much like my life. Since moving, everything has been new. I’ve been at my new job for almost 4 months and things has started to slowly fall into place, but it’s still awkward.

I am discontent. This practice has reemphasized that being still is hard and not producing something is even harder. As I stumbled through trying to figure out when to inhale and exhale and move, it has reflected my discontent heart. We live in a culture where if we aren’t producing, then we are told we are failing which gives way to a discontent heart. My heart isn’t content, so over these next 23 days, every time I move and something is disjointed, it will serve as a reminder for me to breathe deeply and pray, resting in God’s embrace.

I have choice. With yoga, I am in control of what I do, when I do it, and how much I challenge myself. The same is true in my life. At work, I choose how I tackle a given task, if I don’t enjoy something I can find new ways to approach it in a way I will enjoy. For my camp friends, I am living “challenge by choice,” choosing whether or not to accept the challenge each day and to what degree.

Even only 7 days in, I’m noticing a difference. Downward Facing Dog has gotten easier, although it’s still not my favorite. It’s slowly becoming a practice I look forward to before bed each night and it’s building strength, slowly but surely.

Things have come to mind as I meditate on what God has set before me each day. Last night as I was trying to figure out how to breathe the song, “Your Grace Finds Me” by Matt Redman popped into my head (and it actually helped with the breathing), specifically the lyrics, “I’m breathing out your praise. I’m breathing in your grace.” Check it out. It blessed me. May you find joy in the journey and grace in each breath.


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30 Days of Exercise…

I decided a few weeks ago I wanted to get into some healthy habits, one of which is an exercise routine. Now, since it’s in the upper 90’s here with the heat index over 100 running outside really isn’t an option right now, I’ve challenged myself to do 30 days of squats, planks, crunches, and push-ups. Simple things I can do daily. Here is the challenge, anyone want to join me? 🙂

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One slight modification I plan to make is to do squats to this song, which I call “Sally,” six days on and one day of rest, instead of their prescribed number each day.

If you decide you would like to join me, let me know and I can send you the spreadsheet with each day’s exercise listed. My abs already hurt, but I’m ready for this challenge! 🙂