This year in confirmation class, I’ve had the privilege of teaching on Law and Gospel. During one of the lessons on the Law, we talk about sin and how we experience it. There are two ways…
- By committing a sin
- Experiencing the effects of sin
Every time I teach the lesson, it’s a good reminder to me that we live in a broken world. We have been redeemed for our sins, but this world has yet to be restored. (Spoiler alert, Jesus is coming back!)
Living with chronic pain, I’m daily reminded of the effects of sin and brokenness. It’s not how God intended for this world to be. Pain was never part of the plan.
But sin entered, bringing the pain and brokenness we experience each day with it. We can do our best to keep from sinning, but we cannot stop the brokenness that impedes ours lives.
Over the years, I have learned that pain is not a punishment. For a long time, it felt like it was…that I had done something wrong or was going to do something wrong and God thought I needed to learn a lesson from it. That simply wasn’t and isn’t true.
Pain is a direct effect of sin and the brokenness of the world live in. We can’t always control pain and it’s going to happen in life, no matter how much we try to resist or protect ourselves from it. And many times, that means we have to feel and experience it.
It’s not a comfortable place to be and when my body is causing it, it’s often a place I ask God, “why?” (And that’s okay to ask.)
I’ve learned that God is not punishing me with pain, in fact He cries with me and is present in the midst of it to help me fight it. And even though I don’t fully know why it happens, He does and I trust that He will take care of me and help me find the answers I need to know. I find refuge in Him as the Comforter who lives the pain with me.
Jesus felt pain as He grew up, when He wept for Lazarus, as He walked the road to Gethsemane, as He hung on the cross…
Our God is one who knows pain…our pain, experiences it with us, and reminds us of the hope in the days to come when it will be no more. He came to end all pain and suffering and brokenness. I may still have to live with physical pain today, most likely tomorrow, and perhaps the rest of my earthly life, but He holds me in it and reminds me that one day it will cease to exist. It is in that promise I find joy, the strength to do this day.
“See, the home of God is among mortals. He will dwell[b] with them; they will be his peoples, and God himself will be with them; he will wipe every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.” – Revelation 21:3-4, NRSV